Touch The Soul

Dismal and cold, I see the world with open eyes
If you really need someone who stands behind you then?
I don't care about the pain and I take my fate like a man
The nights turn to a fucking hell with loneliness and alcohol

Touch the soul and make me feel
Break the heart, make it bleed
Touch the skin and make me trust
Tell me lies, make me believe

Touch the soul and make me feel
Break the heart, make me kneel
Touch the skin and make me trust
Tell me lies, make me believe

Make me feel, make me kneel, make me trust, make me believe.

I want to love you – I don't even love myself
I want to trust you – do you really trust yourself?
I want to live again although I hate this life
Instead I'm going on towards my own demise

I gave up praying long ago
Today I'm drowning in Havana Club with coke
Tomorrow I'll go on chasing my dreams
But at the end of the day nothing is what it seems

I don't even love myself
I hate myself everyday for being who I am
I want to live again although I hate this life
Come on now, let's touch the sky and spit on all the lies

My soul's working like a machine – without any feeling
Been hardening my heart through the years of disappointment

Touch the soul and make me feel
Break the heart and make it bleed
Touch the skin and make me trust
Tell me lies, make me believe

Make me feel, make me kneel, make me trust, make me believe.

I don't even love myself